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T-Bone - Hurt and Pain
Chorus: I feel rejction, lonelyness, hurt and pain. God can
you
take away the hurt and pain. A soldier struggling in this
game so
God can you take away the hurt and pain
Lord how much longer I gotta take it? Playa hatin' an'
gettin'
stabbed behind my back. I'm frustrated feelin' mentally
incarcerated. I'm suffocatin' gaspin' for oxygen so I can
breathe. At times I'm prayin' for God to take me away
feelin'
ready to leave: This world of misery, jealousy hurt and
pain. But
I gotta maintain even though to live in Christ to die is
gain.
I'm feeling loney God, wrap your arms around a soldier. And
hold
me tight because this world just keeps on getting colder.
Wipe
the painful tears falling from these lonely eyes. God one of
my
friends betrayed then proceeded to tell these lies. I'll
tell the
truth sometimes I fell like don't nobody care. Thats why I
cry at
night when I'm on my knees alone in prayer. See I be a
comrade
stuck in a war zone holdin' onto my mission. But at times I
wish
God wouldna' place me in this high position, cuz people love
me
but at the same time some despise me. And its driving me
insane,
full of all this hurt and pain.
I'm havin' visions. Wakin' up screamin' frightened sweatin'
and
dramatized. Thinkin' about when they broke in my house and
tried
to take my life. I remember layin' in my bath tub full of
blood,
thinkin' to myself "Is there any love left in this
world?" Cuz nowadays theres so much division thats why
half
of my homiez dead and the others spend they days in prison.
The
devil keep temptin' me fillin' my mind with evil thoughts
but I'm
gonna prevail even thought everyone else said I'll fail. My
own
homiez talk about me claimin' to be my patnas but then
behind my
back they bad mouth me. Now tell me Judas, why you do me
like
Cane did to Able? I showed you love and put the food up on
yo'
familys table. While you be jabberin' and spreadin' lies
behind
my back. I helped you out when you was down and got you back
on
track. Is you a friend or foe? Tell me cuz I need to know.
Or is
you down cuz I rip mics do shows and make that dough? If
thats
the case then homie heres some change go play the lotto. Cuz
my
crew tight just like the corks that be on champagne bottles.
Can
you feel me? I'm full of all this hurt and pain, the
sunshines
gone, so God please guide me through the storms and rain.
I shed so many tears for all the peers that was down wit' me
for
the last few years. Play hatin' a brotha' but worse I heard
it
wit' my own ears. Dear God can you rescue me? From all this
hurt
and pain, back stabbin' playa hatin' lyin' and jealousy. At
times
I feel I can't go on, but I gotta be strong. I'm willing to
die
for what I believe in just like John. You wrong if you think
I'm
in dis' for the dough like Robert DeNiro, and Joe Pesci up
in
Casino. Move to Reno, if thats what yo' intentions be. Don't
try
to use the name of God so that you could come up on some
quick
money, dummy! Ain't nuttin' funny! Them lies bring hurt and
pain
so keep my name up out them devilish lies and realize